i wanted to destroy something beautiful

i watched as the love letters and teddy bears burnt in harmony

smoking two cigarettes and struggling to not put the fire out so i could hang on to whatever was left of it's contents

a fresh start.

i deleted all of my previous posts; i've come to realize that as much as i hate to admit it, i need people to read my blogs. otherwise all of the posts i slowly put together are meaningless. i'm not a fan of giving the people i know a direct instrument that can decipher the way i think, and everything that's on my mind, however i do enjoy having complete strangers' opinions. i've found them surprisingly helpful in my livejournal days, hopefully i'll meet the kind of people i met on that site previously.

i'm not going to write anything personal in this first post, just to keep from discrediting the post of it's original function. i'm looking forward to posting here, and talking to other like-minded people.

peace and love.