i worry every single day that the current day could be the day you end this.
i love you as i've never loved anyone and every form of displaying it, either verbal or action seems completely inadequate. i don't know how to express it, because i know that although it makes sense in my head, you will read or hear things in a different way.

i would spend my life with you if you gave me the chance.
i guess we'll just have to wait together and see.

& regardless of whether you stalk my blogspot or not, i believe i need to write it out to confirm it's validity. if you decide you can't deal with this now and end it, i will wait for you for as long as my mind and body can stand it.

i will always love you, sandra lee grégoire.