sleep is impossible.

i started downloading a game i'm extremely excited to play called runes of magic. alas, even if i finally muster the strength to quit wow, i turn to one of it's various clones; what a surprise. due to the fact that i'm excited, i'm still awake at 4:40 am. i'm planning on getting about 4 hours of sleep shortly as the game downloads.

this week has been different; i got my thousand dollar tax refund, my girlfriend turned into the best possible version of herself nearly over night, and i finally got some time off of work. all i need now is a new job and i'll be one happy kid.

i haven't really written anything about myself in a while so i suppose it's good that i do; i'm moving in with my girlfriend on july 1st, and i'm absolutely thrilled about it. things get rough sometimes as she has a hell of a temper, but most of the time, she's the most beautiful and caring creature i've ever had the pleasure of knowing.

besides that, i've been trying to learn how to control my money in a more competent manner since living in an apartment costs money. i dropped out of school which isn't too much of a surprise. if all goes well, i'll start as a L1 or L2 cashier at Desjardins soon and get my career started. i'm also suddenly interested in music again, which is fantastic.

i've also decided i want some new clothing, here are some potentials, all from UO.

the first picture: vest
the second picture: militia coat
the third picture: blazer

and i need a new tie soon.

also, in other news, i'm most likely getting a variation of the aries sign tattooed on my right hip.
i'll post it up once it's done.

i'm really angry at you, and i know i'd be better off breaking our ties.
i love you, and i could never live without you.

i'm unaware at what actions i must perform given the current circumstances.

if you're going to cheat on me, just dump me. it feels like that's the direction you're going, and i can't handle the stress.

if this is all in my head, learn to treat me better. be nice to me, act like you're attracted to me (if you are), act like you want to be with me (again, if you actually want to be), and be my girlfriend. keep it simple, and tell me what you think. tell me when i fuck up, and i can learn to not do it again.

i don't know what to say to you other than i love you, but it's true.
i love you.