july in closing.

it's six oh six in the morning and i'm sitting here with the usual coke and cigarette before i leave at precisely 6:20, or perhaps 6:21 if i'm feeling particularly spontaneous today.

last night was the first night in a long time i went to bed without sandra being in my direct vicinity, and it was dreadful. she has another night at her parents' chalet; they're celebrating her grandfather' birthday. it's amazing how dependent of her i've become.

luckily, my cat is an annoying fuck and insisted and rubbing his stupid little face on my hands for about an hour before i finally fell asleep, which truthfully, made falling asleep a tad easier. soon i have to leave for my usual nine hours. i want to surprise sandra lee when she gets home, so tonight i'm going to do all of the dishes and do all of the cleaning i told her she has to do when she gets back home (besides her clothing).

last night i had a good amount of time to play games too. so far this season is looking good for warcraft 3, my record is 24-12 in random team, and i'll be starting solo again by next monday, after training. on my off time from warcraft 3, i've mostly been playing lord of the rings online, slowly grinding away to 60. anyone who knows me knows how much i loathe the level grind, but lotro brings story into it. at level 15ish, you're told by strider who has just crossed the nine, to do a series of quests that eventually brings you to gandalf, who sets you upon book 2 of your epic journey, which is another chain that starts at about level 26.

i haven't really had real friends lately, but i guess that's a part of moving in with your girlfriend. whenever you can't go out or aren't accessible it means that you're whipped or never try to spend time with your friends. i'll probably start making some new friends by work, but at this rate i don't really care. life has been completely drama free for about a month now and i'm starting to appreciate all of the time i have to do whatever i want.

nearly seven months have passed with sandra now, and for the first time, i've gone this long and still feel the same i did at the beginning. i guess it's about time to save up for her birthday gift, there's only three months left to do so.