i'm getting back into old habits,
and maybe a couple of new ones.

i don't know quite what to make of it;
i've never been this happy with all of the aspects of my life at once,
but i look at what some of the consequences are and think about whether or not it's going to be worth it in the long run.

i can't live a single day without appeasing at least one of my addictions.

ps. holy fuck i need to learn when to shut the fuck up. i say the stupidest fucking things.